Lost in the memory of dying.
For slowly falling back.
My lungs closing up.
Begging for air.
Almost there.
Please nerves don't interfere.

Lost in the memory of my life on the shelf.
A Meir marionette.
The plaything of a child.
Broken and bruised.
My strings cut I fell from that shelf.

Lost in the memory of my life on the stage.
In the spotlight all the time.
The perfect show dog.
Not a single flaw.
Groomed and fluffed.
Anger boiling up.
My bit marks left in my owner’s hand.

Lost in the memory of fear.
Lurking everywhere.
they where in every corner.
Waiting to pounce.
He turned on the light.
Blinded by the flash I ran to him and out of sight.

Lost in the memory of loneliness.
Hidden in the corner.
Untouched till they got bored.
Till they bashed.
Till the thrashed.
but still I stay.
Like a good puppy.
I came back every time.
They came to take me away.
A new family to adopt the sick little dog.

Lost in the memory of true friends.
There for my support.
Never to leave my side.
Still like all the others they left.
Bored of me they destroyed me.
Casting me into the shadows again.

Lost in the memory of true happiness.
Oh how good it felt.
It lasted for only a few seconds.
Like a shooting star.
It occurred often.
But only lasted so long.
Karma never lets it stay.
Leaving me back to my old ways again.

Lost in the memories.
Of my once lived life.
Regrets everywhere.
Lies all around.
A blackened old doll.
A beaten old dog.
Hair missing.
Eyes tearing.
Laying here weeping.
Wishing the nightmare ends.

Lost in the thoughts of the future.
New stories.
Like a boomerang.
My life comes back.
Repeats again and again.
Living the same day over.
Never to end.
When can I leave this hell that I reside in.
When will I be saved.
Do I have to help others first.
I seem to not do well at that.
Maybe it was meant to be.
For me to never leave.
And be a good dog and always return.
One day maybe I will be fixed.
And laid back up and that shelf.
But that's just fairytale.

Lost in the memory.
Of you and of me.
Lost in thought of what could be.
Lost in my world where everything is good.
They woke me.
Brought me back to my hell.
For ever to reside.
At least you can leave.
How spread your wings and take off.
Free your soul of this terror.
And forget of me.
Be free.

Lost in the memory of dying.
I lay my head now.
I shut my eyes.
Goodnight cruel world.
Goodnight evil flies.

Lost in the dream of tomorrow.
Bringing a smile to my face.
Good bye evils.
You can not touch me here.
Cus here I have wings.
And I’m out of this place.
Oh please Lord don't wake me from my dreams.
Let me sleep for ever and be free.

Lost in the memory of dying.
For slowly falling back.
My lungs closing up.
Begging for air.
Almost there.
Please nerves don't interfere.